No, you simply have to seek Jesus and allow the Holy Spirit to fill you with His light. God loves each and every one of us. He wants us to have a strong relationship with Him. He wants us to know that the Kingdom of Heaven is within us which is what Jesus Christ taught us, and what a gift it is to truly know that and live it! Be open to all of the blessings that are in store for you. Ask that you not walk according to your natural reasoning, but obey the promptings of the Holy Spirit and be obedient to His voice. Just desire to be flexible in this way for you to be used to help light the way to those searching for the true meaning of the resurrection. Stay in an attitude of prayer and faith—know that God will do the rest. May you always be open for your miracles of healing mind, body, and spirit.