God never said you have to carry the load alone. He
said if you have faith the size of a mustard seed you can move mountains. God respects our intentions. He gives us free will and therefore it is we who must give Him permission through our faith in Him to intervene on our behalf. Hold onto your faith even though it might start out small like a mustard seed. Go into a quiet prayer/meditation each day and focus on expanding and growing that faith. You will see it positively affect so many areas of your life.